The improvising musician realizes the need for waiting is necessary to the creative process. The question is, what are we waiting for? Is it inspiration?
For me, the problem seems to lie with the simple fact that each and every time I sit at the piano I find myself reaching for familiar hand positions that lead to familiar thought patterns and familiar sounds that lead to boring music. Having played the piano for over 40 years, it’s easy to rattle off all kinds of boring music. I can’t even begin to account for the mountainous amount of useless music that I’ve played. Most of it doesn’t even get close to being creative. Miles Davis’ once said, “We live for 8 bars a month”. It’s interesting that Miles statement sums up the entire last paragraph I wrote. So much for trying to be creative.
Something happened the other day while sitting at the piano. I casually placed my hands in a position on the keyboard that was unfamiliar. I then let the hands wander around the keyboard searching for new sounds. It was a sort of epiphany experience. My hands were moving in ways that were unfamiliar, but at the same time enjoying a sense of complete freedom. No need to think about chords or scales of any kind. In fact, I wasn’t thinking about anything, just relishing the freshness of freedom.
So, we continue to find ourselves with the dilemma of trying to be creative while at the same time basking in the comfort of familiar territory. It can be maddening.
I wonder what’s in store today.
Chuck Marohnic
Director of Music for Darkwood Brew
What a great way to capture the essence of the tension between David’s vision of building a cedar temple for Yahweh (i.e., locking God into a familiar box) and Yahweh’s vision of continuing to “live” in a tent that continually moves around and doesn’t stay in any one place long enough to get trapped in a rut!
I love it when people hear something in the blog and immediately find relevance. Your comments about David vs. Yahweh were wonderful.
Here’s another view from a dear friend.
What an excellent piece. It speaks volumes to our prayer life where we say the same old prayers over and over again but I have to believe, if my heart is right, the prayer is not boring to God.
Ahh Chuck, what is boring and old to you is beautiful music uplifting the soul of the untrained, such as myself. I was so happy for you when the Holy Spirit took you to a new, higher level that only you could understand and truly relish the moment. That is one of the Lord’s blessings for your faithfulness to Him.